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Wednesday, March 5, 2008

EMO POST ALERT.
"Distance makes the heart grow fonder"
Is this really true? I want to get closer, yet i'm afraid of being hurt.
Watching you from a distance, watching you smile
But is just watching, really worthwhile?
"Lost in silence"
Is good-bye really hard to say?
Secret desires, unable to convey
What i really feel for you
"Friendship is about betrayal"
Wanting to be more then a friend,
Wanting to be less then something close -
Your attitude starts to unveil
"Bare it all"
Without hesitation
Exposed, fully displayed
Exposed, fully disguised
"Marionette"
Following you (only you)
Can't stop showing off (for you)
Can't stop pretending to be someone else (for you)
"Distance"
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yes, i'm emo. yes, i'm depressed. very depressed. and i hate myself for this. i never thought someone i don't know can make me feel so irritated with their actions. am i overreacting? am i just too sensitive? or is this stress? i wish i knew. i've felt such emptiness before. yes, this isnt healthy. yes, i should talk about it with someone. but how? other then here. indirectly. yet even indirectly, i am holding back many important information. but i think they are smart enough to know. and my mood has been really fluctuating these days. stress? maybe. suicide? you wish. i'm not letting myself die, no matter how how heart and mind are already dead. this empty shell will just have to find some other things to fill up with. what was formerly inside has dried up. i hope i can find it soon. before even the soul dies.

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