Dear Koyama-san,
Hey. How have you been? I guess it is difficult for both of us. I tried to blame myself. I tried to shoulder all the burden, but I ended up hurting you even more.
Haha. I guess i really like to torture myself.
A S and M person. I was feeling really lousy last night. So I made myself feel worse today.
I guess it needed something to make it spill over. Maybe I was hoping for something.
So I feel better. Anything. It is hard to live. But that is what makes it enjoyable.
Maybe I live because you are here. Because seeing your smile makes it worthwhile. It is a pity.
Even fate that let us meet prevents us from being together. I think I don't know you well enough to understand your feelings now. I certainly am confused by mine.
Yet slowly, after this dies down, I will try and return. Even though nothing is forever I will do my best to make it last forever.
Just wait for me.
And believe.
From,
Kato Shigeaki
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harhar. has no idea about plot really.
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