Chapter 1
pairing: ryopi
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Nobody knows this story, but I’ll tell it to you slowly. I can feel the hesitation of your heart, but I will give my everything to remove it. Everything.
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It was twilight. The sun was not exactly setting, but it was not really night either. There was a cool breeze. It rippled through his hair. I reached and touched it. He smiles, just acknowledging my touch. I move closer, and put my hand on his waist. He pulls me closer, and we are pressed close together, alone on the beach. It is peaceful, and it was almost deserted. It is getting dark. I wonder if he wants to leave. I look at his closed eyes. I traced his lips. He does not move. His face is a permanent smile. I leaned, resting my head against his collarbone. Then he carries me, but I am not startled by his actions. We headed back to his car. He does not say anything. It is almost eerily quiet now. Somehow I am afraid to speak and break his tranquil silence. I can’t see his face; the car is too dark. I stare at his back. I did not notice him looking at me through the rear view mirror until we stopped at a red light. I am startled, but how his eyes glimmer, with emotion which I cannot place. I almost spoke, but I stopped. I did not know why I stopped.
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At his house, it was empty. Surgically clean and unbearably clean. This was the first time I felt scared. He seems… empty too. Just the shell left behind. Did I do anything wrong? I am almost afraid to disobey him. He hands me a towel. I take it meekly, and went to bathe. Surprisingly, he enters too. Usually he has to chase me out. It was unusual for him to come.
“You forgot your clothes.”
“Oh, thanks,”
I feel my cheeks hot. I am disappointed with the outcome, but relieved at the same time.
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A hand. On my lap. Moving. I try to swat it away, but my hands felt like lead. I put in more effort and discover that my hands are tied up. I am blindfolded. I struggle, trying to shout. I was unsuccessful.
“Don’t move, you’ll hurt yourself.”
Yamapi? He sounds drunk. I stop moving. I whimper; it hurts. Did it hurt this much before? I start to move myself, but is held back. This feeling is unbearable, yet I find myself highly aroused. I move to his rhythm. I shouldn’t be doing this. I should help him. But my body disobeys me. Sounds of pleasure escapes from me. I want more. He knows all my weak spots. I want release.
"Not yet."
He speaks, as if he can read my mind. My breath is ragged now, and his hand is too sensous.
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It's morning. I ache all over, and remember, and blushed. It was unusual for me, to be so easily lured into showing my weak sides. I don't sense him. The window to the balcony is open. A gentle breeze floats in; I want to see him. I find a letter, which I did not read. Where is he?
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Labels: fic, ryopi

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Kato Shigeaki. 1987.07.11
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