econs test tml. and i really should go to sleep. but i am still typing here. why? because i can't stop my impulses. gah. i swear that i am going to get better then --- in my class. because i am better. i know that. so why aren't my reults showing? freak. i want to be even smarter. someone help me :((((((((((((((((((((((
i really need a good tutor, or someone who will force me to do things. like study! and me berating myself is useless since no action is taken, or action taken is sueless. help.help. help. i can't study in a grp. i need to have some teacher with a cane to wack me if i don't concentrate. those really spartan methods will definitely work for me. i wish my parents are so free. please lock me in my room. take away all my pleasures in life. for this and next year. gah.
i will go to sleep now.
i will do this.
i will do this.
i will do this.
i will do this.
i will do this.
and i know i definitely will have manymanymany mood swings. from craziest to super emo. don't mind me. im just a statistic.
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