Title: Peacock
Pairing: Ryopi

Yamapi stirred from his slumber after sensing that the older boy’s movements. He woke to find him staring at his laptop. Ryo cocked his head to one side as his eyebrows furrowed, as if in deep thought. Yamapi looked at him and said nothing. Ryo’s face was one of many emotions. His face conveyed that said someone had just told him something he didn’t want to hear but he wasn’t going to honor it by giving it a response..

Yamapi yawned and did not bother to ask. He knew that Ryo will start talking soon enough if it weighed heavily on his mind. He stared back lazily at Ryo’s face, and soon after, Ryo said it.

“Ne, Pi do you think I’m like a peacock?”

Yamapi was mildly surprised but did not show any acknowledgement of that he had an answer to that question. Yamapi raised a hand slowly and traced the lode of Ryo’s ear. That question was completely unexpected as Ryo always dismissed things instantly if he did not know the answer. Then again, Ryo did not know answers to many other things. That is why Ryo always nitpicks and criticises things he does not know. Yamapi had learnt that going against Ryo by questioning him back is almost suicidal and childish. Hence it was better to give in then causing a rift in their relationship (although making up after that was almost worth arguing.
So, in fact, Yamapi shouldn’t be surprised at all by that question, judging from Ryo’s temperament.

“Pi,” Ryo’s eyebrows drew even closer, almost like a very peeved, pretty bird.

The peacock question. Yamapi stopped moving his hand, which was twirling Ryo’s hair. Yamapi had seen peacocks before at the zoo and he thought they were regal, proud birds. Peacocks had a beautiful plumage which expands meters wide; a sight to behold. Brillant shades of emerald and sapphire. That was only the appearance. Peacocks are not songbirds by nature. The squawking was deafening and they argued unabashedly if another peacock comes too close to their territory.

Ryo was the epitome of regal. He, however did not live in a greenhouse like his nemesis, Ueda from another group. However, he was still pampered by his Osakan counterparts which was deplorable. When Ryo dislikes something, he will instantly inform you of that fact, which was sometimes annoying and hurting. He did that to Yamapi once and Yamapi just threw what ever he was holding onto the floor and walked off. His voice was not the best but better then average. During a concert, fangirls practically screamed their heads off and (to Yamapi’s dismay) fanboys also stalked Ryo. Yamapi half believed that Ryo could even feed on his fans’ love.
Hence, yes, Ryo is a peacock. But he is Yamapi’s peacock, nobody else’s, but his to claim, his to show affection to.

“Of course not,” Yamapi pulled Ryo against his chest and nuzzled his shoulder.
“These quizzes are always inaccurate,” Ryo jabbed at the keyboard in disgust and forgot about it.

Yamapi just smiled in Ryo’s shirt.

Labels: fic, ryopi

Labels: ueda love

KokiPi - Byakkotai







Yamapi reminded Koki of autumn. The season of brilliantly coloured leaves, also known as fall. The saturated redness cannot be compared to the fresh blood that will be spilled. This year, the leaves displayed its brightest hue, also keeping the darkest secret.
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“After being schooled and trained for so long, we are finally deployed in an official mission! I am so excited!” Koki was elated and was jumping all over the place, almost stepping on Yamapi.

“Oy. Even so, I would rather wish for this war to end and for peace to come again. I am not afraid to leave everything behind and die, but to imagine the worst, that the war continues; it would be a bitter fight to the end.” Yamapi mused, saddened by the prospect of many killings yet to come.

“It’s to protect our beloved Aizu, and also protect the interests of Japan, or so the commanders would have said.” Koki’s enthusiasm was somewhat dampened by Yamapi’s solemn mood. “This is what we have been preparing for, to go out with a big bang. I’ll never forget the training we went through. It was harsh, but fun and we made many friends.” Koki sat down and leaned against Yamapi’s back.

“Yes, it was fun. But this time it is a real war. You better not let your guard down because they’ll probably jump out at you, right Kuma?” Yamapi scratched the dog behind his ears affectionately. “ And you’ll scream. I’ll dress your wound for you but I won’t suck your blood, baka.”

“Urusei! Koki turned slightly pink, remembering Sayoko’s gentle touch and skillful work. “That was just an accident. Besides you’ll make my wound fester, baka!”

They both laughed. Fifteen was not the age to see such violence. Fifteen was the age of playfulness and innocence, not preparing for a glorious death on the battle field. This thought was driven deep into their hearts, and they have no choice except complete what they were taught to do.
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At this stage of the war, bloodshed was inevitable. Chaos reigned people’s hearts and murders were done even in the day. After the first clash, there was little left standing, and the living were only shadows of the hope they had brought to the battle field, which only reflected the prophesied fall of Aizu.

Members of the Byakkotai were inexperienced greenhorns; their first time in their last battle. Inevitably, only a handful of them were left. Naturally, they had to perform hara-kiri.

Koki wondered where Yamapi went. “Ne, did you see Yamapi?”

“No. If he was lucky enough he would have died a painless death.” His friend replied rather shakily.

“I was just thinking that it would be sad to die alone…” Koki did not pursue the matter further. He turned and commanded everyone to do the ritual. He was the leader now. If the leader falters, the other members would also be affected. He had to be strong and not rely on Yamapi anymore. He was gone. He himself would also be gone, physically, but he will remain in his mother’s heart. He wished now he had not pushed his mum’s tender speech away. He heard his special lullaby that his mum would tempt him to sleep and the sweet dangos she made.

Be still, heart. And be brave.

Koki took a deep breath and drew his wakizashi. There was no turning back; not even to bid farewell to his comrades around him. He closed his eyes, held the wakizashi as if in prayer. He prayed for his mum to not feel extreme grief at his death. This was not a choice he can discard. It was his only path. He positioned the sharp blade, preparing to plunge it deep. He closed his eyes; a solitary tear.

Goodbye, everyone.

A rough hand stopped his blade. Koki saw those eyes of his closest friend. He released his hold on his blade. It fell.

He felt the red wetness of his friend’s hand on his lips.

“Samurais are of a sakura colour even when dead. Even when we die, we cannot lose living spirit. But we are alive, and you are paler then a sheet.”

to be continued?
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YUHAN SHOULD I CONTINUE. haha

Labels: fic

1. An Ueda A Day Helps You Work, Rest and Play
2. All you need is an Ueda and a dream.
3. Do the SHIGE.

4. If only eveything in life was as reliable as a SHIGE.

Labels: shige love, ueda love

1. An Ueda A Day Helps You Work, Rest and Play
2. All you need is an Ueda and a dream.
3. Do the SHIGE.
4. If only eveything in life was as reliable as a SHIGE.




If Shigeshige = frequently, then:

i shigeshige change my preferences hahahahhas ;D

Labels: shige love, ueda love

腹減った !
Ueda can't cook haha and him being forced to cook is very amusing ;D cuz when he said that he can't cut vegetables Kame gave him a very sad and helpless face and said he can't do everything alone. hahaha! Hime!

He looked like he was going to cry while listening to nostagic songs. ZOMG too cute! I'm melting hahah and I replayed that part and took a screen cap. Somehow it looks sexy ahah! I'm a S! YES! His in-the-rain face makes him look like he's wounded and you want to hug him and reassure him haha.... Like he is trying not to cry but he did a little bit it's like i wanted to care for him haha. That didn't happen with Shige o.O
I'm liking him too much! Is going to be sad when it's over. I feel bad for abandoning Shige because it feels like i forced myself to keep liking him. My attention span is around six months, which is sad. Gackt lasted until I liked Shige. Which is really short. Two months? It's getting longer anyway. I should be somewhat happy haha.
anyway, he'll invade my mind for a while now. as long as he continues to be amusing and interesting. See, i learn something new about him everyday! ;D

Someone is playing Barney downstairs and it's annoying haha.

Labels: shige love, ueda love

i can tell why he loves his hands ;D they are pretty. but he's going to get a permanent bumb on the third knuckle since he's doing boxing. o.O his fingers are too pretty! haha like his face xD

why do Shige and Ueda's smiles seem so fake when they are taking pictures?!
But their laughing face is definitely great! Shige and Ueda please don't frown when taking pictures! haha.
i want pictures of their laughing face! Candid pictures are the best. Koki said something like taking a picture with the film of your heart, which is so deep but he made me laugh because it doesn't suit the image he's trying to portray. And he acts like a total retard when he's in front of the camera haha!
KATTUN liking ranking for today!
1. Ueda
2. Koki
3. Kame
4. Maru
5. Jin and Junno

Junno is funny but his english pronounciation makes me want to poke him haha!

ja itekimasu~

Labels: shige love, ueda love

ueda! he dances so sexily haha ;D i wants his clothes ;D

Labels: ueda love

Tagged from yuhan harharhar ;D (stop laughing :D)

1. Current craze?
Hats. Someone buy me one!
2. What do you want to do now?
Muscle toning, which i am doing while watching funny shows.
3. What would you be doing at 6.15pm?
Still watching random shows.
4. Do you hate your friends sometimes?
If I hate them they wouldn't be my friends.
5. Where do you wish to die?
Currently, Ueda's arms. Cliche as it sounds.
6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
I like rain better.
7. What impossible things do you wish to do?
Fly.
8. Your darkest secret?
Is still a secret.
9. Are you happy with your life now?
Nope.
10. What if your crush ask you out?
It depends on the way it is asked and my mood and probably the person who asked.
11. Describe your other half:
It's a mirror!
12. What feelings do you hate most?
That I like all of them.
13. Do you cherish every friendships of yours?
I quote a JE junior for fun: "Friendship=Betrayal" <<<
It's important as it's a loyalty thing.
14. What are you looking forward in the coming week?
Returning my library books.
15. The most important thing in your life?
The cracks and laughter.
16. Who do you always hope to be always there for you?
Some imaginary person in my head.
17. Do you find life meaningless?
I'm still here, so no. I live for bullying people and the laughter.
18. Who do you love most?
(Sorry Shige) Currently Ueda-hime.
19. The craziest thing you have ever done?
It's not crazy since I'm crazy hurhur.
20. What is your greatest wish?
Meet NEWS, KATTUN, Kanjani8, KinKi Kids, Tackey to Tsubasa, Gackt in my dreams every night. Please let it be my nightmare. It's enough if they're there harhar.
21. The sweetest thing you have ever done for someone:
It's sweet in the eye of the receiver.
Instructions : remove one question from above and replace it with your own.
Tag 8 people, list them down and notify them through their tagboard:
Can I don't do this? xD I have very little to tag harhar not to mention I'm lazy.

Labels: quiz

yay it's NEWS! I like to make pretty boys gay.
I want to rule the world.
I must be positive.
I'm a paedophile.
I want UEDA. My HIME!!

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Kato Shigeaki. 1987.07.11
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