econs test tml. and i really should go to sleep. but i am still typing here. why? because i can't stop my impulses. gah. i swear that i am going to get better then --- in my class. because i am better. i know that. so why aren't my reults showing? freak. i want to be even smarter. someone help me :((((((((((((((((((((((
i really need a good tutor, or someone who will force me to do things. like study! and me berating myself is useless since no action is taken, or action taken is sueless. help.help. help. i can't study in a grp. i need to have some teacher with a cane to wack me if i don't concentrate. those really spartan methods will definitely work for me. i wish my parents are so free. please lock me in my room. take away all my pleasures in life. for this and next year. gah.
i will go to sleep now.


i will do this.
i will do this.
i will do this.
i will do this.
i will do this.


and i know i definitely will have manymanymany mood swings. from craziest to super emo. don't mind me. im just a statistic.

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This is the NEWS of the DAY.

zomgzomgzomgzomg.


NEWS rocks.i love youuu!
I reaaallly want to go to their concert! Unfortunately i'm stuck in Singapore until i have the means to go there D: i reallly want to know them personally and as a friend. I think they are all interesting people. I don't think that this feeling is an influence of their popularity, but they actually have this aura, this charisma that attracts people to them. Unfortunately, my japanese is still rock-bottom. Not to mention my mother tongue sucks.




I LOVE YOU NEWS!
although i do love KAT-TUN too, this is for NEWS!

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Argh is bored. :D
Argh wants Ueda and Shige!
Argh also wants the rest of J.E, actually.
Argh needs help with essay!
Argh hopes that inspiration will strike soon for a rap/poem for gp.
Argh lit will be boring as usual.
Argh my source of enjoyment is laughing at Kanjani8's random antics.
Argh.



















let's help Argh. :D
LOL.

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sorry shige :D i forgot how baka you can be :DD

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Happy National Day!

ya i'm only being patriotic this day cuz the school sucks.






why i hate beijing olympics: "But for all the good will that radiated from the Bird's Nest on this hot and sticky night, old and new rivalries still showed through the careful choreography. The largely Chinese crowd gave a frosty reception to the Japanese team as it marched in. Downtown, on Beijing's biggest shopping mall, there were boos from spectators watching on a giant screen."

what has the prejudice from so long ago got to do with the now? that's why they are progressing so slowly. and that they are considered petty, manipulative and cheats. look at taiwan. compare the difference.
any way i hope japan wins a lot :D ahaha. GO MIZUNO MERCHANDISE! :D

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rarrr! i'm in the school's library using their computer because PW has been completed by the super efficient stella! :D i think i'll go complete the graphs after this entry haha :D i have time so don't waste it xD

so when i get home i watch Kinpachi :D such a gay show hahaha... really cute!
and yea, i'm really attracted to random gayness :D i shall rewatch Ai no Kotodama again! so super sweet lawls cuz they both act dorky :D

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ok. i'll admit that i am pressured.
i'll admit that it is hard for me to cope.
i'll admit that now is different.
because the responsibility is really a significant difference.
i cannot afford to breakdown everytime i feel frustrated because i definitely will feel frustrated when there are so many conflicting ideas and thoughts.
i definitely will feel frustrated due to the everchanging influences.
also because there are always IDIOTS near me.
i cannot do anything about them.
although they are bordering and bothering my life, they are just puny insects which i have to live with.
after all, the optimum balance in the society is modeled after an iceberg: one is to nine.
they have to be the "nine" at the bottom.
the unbalanced iceberg will also implode, hence i should just treat them the way they deserved to be treated.
i'll acknowledge that they are humans.
but they are the lesser beings that corrode the society.
after all, if there isn't a side which good can be compared to, how would one know that something is actually good?
hence the opposites are formed.
why separate black and white?
so that the grey line will always be my source of entertainment.
and the grey line is to explain the death and life analogy.
but death is hard to define, as resurrection does not exist.
then, how would you know that the person is considered dead?
couldn't it be the person be in the comatose state eternally?
how can we define ourselves as living?
we do not know of being dead.


and this is also why, there are "dead people walking."
they are the eight-ninth of the society.

yay it's NEWS! I like to make pretty boys gay.
I want to rule the world.
I must be positive.
I'm a paedophile.
I want UEDA. My HIME!!

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Kato Shigeaki. 1987.07.11
Koyama Keiichiro 1984.05.01
Tegoshi Yuuya 1987.11.11
Masuda Takahisa 1986.07.04
Yamashita Tomohisa 1985.04.09
Nishikido Ryo 1984.11.03


Ueda Tatsuya 1983.10.04
Tanaka Koki 1985.11.05
Nakamaru Yuichi 1983.09.04
Kamenashi Kazuya 1986.02.23
Taguchi Junnosuke 1984.11.29
Akanishi Jin 1984.07.04


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